Closure

Closure is an interesting thing.

Especially for someone who’s got the evidential thinking like me - seeking closure is seemingly the most logical thing to do.

He was this beautiful lost soul who disappeared in darkness, who made me felt something special, and I shall move forward remembering this warmness that I once felt with him. Knowing that this is how I want to feel again with someone else who’s strong enough to stay in my own path.

Some people were sent to our life to make us learn - and perhaps this is someone who was sent to remind me about what I want and teach me about when to let go.

He might come up in my dreams as a dark shadow that flies by and for a long while I might wake up feeling sad every time when I think of his disappearance.

But I hope one day I will stop feeling sad about this shadow in my dreams as I want to release myself from this pain and confusion. And I hope one day I will look back thanks to this experience, that I find what I deserved.

Move on now - Never look back.